i love Coldplay in the rain.

So, it's Christmas break. it's been pretty crazy these past few weeks, not bad crazy...just plain crazy. i saw Noise Ratchet's last show and it was awesome. i love those guys, i'm going to DEFINITELY miss ditching class to see them. but i'm sure that the new stuff will be great also.
i saw the boyfriend for the first time since august 19. it's crazy to think that i can actually take only seeing him twice a year. i'd like to call myself strong, but i break down. i feel like i'm starting to get picky. i dont know if i've always felt this way about him and i'm just now sharing it with him or if just recently i am noticing things. i dont know. i feel bad because it seems that i'm the only one that is sharing things. i know that i am not perfect and that there are things that i can improve on. or that there are things that i have said that have been hurtful. i just hope that he doesnt think that i Love him any less for sharing my feelings with him. becuase if i didnt Love him then i wouldnt be able to share with him what i am thinking. i would never want to hurt him. he is the only person that i know will always be there for me. the other night i was thinking about what it would be like if he broke up with me, and it drove me insane. i cant imagine what it would be like without him. i think i would just die..i cant imagine being with anyone else. no one can compare. he is my everything. i Love him a lot a lot a lot. (sigh). but despite the sharing of feelings, i have had a great time with the boyfriend. i have so much fun with him. when i am with him, there is nowhere or no one else i rather be with.
so i go back to the dorms in like a week, way exciting. i miss my room and my roommate.
christmas was full of family guy. i got every possible family guy item. yay.
i like the rain.

Dont you just love it when you're studying and all of a sudden everything starts to make sense? i certainly do! my last final is tomorrow and i couldnt be happier. but that only means that i have to go home soon. home is where i have no official bed and no official room (i do have a room, but i gave it to my sister when i moved out and i have my own bed, but she snores and i dont want to share a room with a snory person). soo i sleep on the sofa bed where i am awaken every time someone passes by. it is no good. i sometimes feel that it is quieter at the dorms than in my house...it's quite sad because the girls can get pretty roudy.
So i'm back from trying to play in the fountain with Cristina..it was off again. maybe we should try going earlier next time. these past couple times that we've gone, it's been off...maybe it's because we go at like 11. hmmm, something to think about. "what if we were running from a predator...like, The Predator?" we had fun. Note to self: learn to sew.
i like free stuff. especially when it's food. i got a rice crispie treat a litttle while ago and a free ULV mug from the lounge. i liked them.
so i was in cristina's room and she had a slide show as the screen saver. it was from the little photography session we had the other day. i laughed at our pictures. we are crazy girls.
i had a good first semester living here at the dorms. i am glad i decided to live here. i'm met some super girls and i have fun. there are various paint/hair dye stains on the carpet that proves that we are silly.
it'd taken an hour to write this blog because first i played in the fountain and then i hung out in cristina's room...then she came in mine. and in between that i've been drinking from my free mug and eating my free ricecrispie...this is the high life.
alright, i suppose i should start my studies again. wonderful. thank you for stopping by.
ps i found an orange highlighter while i was out tonight. it is a Hello Kitty one i think.

Where you want to be

So i'm ahead of schedule. all i have left to do left for finals is get a book about shapes for the Into of my lesson plan and to study for art history which is on wednesday. sooo i am GOOD. today was a good day. it was beautiful outside. for lunch jennifer and i went to this cute mexican restaurant like a 10 minute walk from school..it was good. it was so pretty outside, it made us want to sleep forever. so we came back and she left to so study in the library and i did some work on the floor, it was fun. and now i have all this uncontrollable energy and i refuse to use it towards studying. sooo, i dont know what to do. i mean, i should be a good girl and study, BUT the bad girl in me wants to go be crazy. i dont know.
i get to see Noise Ratchet tomorrow. way exciting. too bad it's the last show. i hope that the new music that these guys come up with is worth NR being over.
alrighty, i suppose i will study. BLAH!

i used a hi-tech program to get this picture. i like it. Nick is wearing a neon green bracelet...let us all make fun of him. ps: we match.

This is me. i like to braid my hair and put flowers that we stole in it. i also like to wear pink like my good friend Cristina. 

This is Cristina. She and i play in fountains together. We have loads of fun! We also like to pose when cars pass by. 

Well, i dont really know why i am writing here because i really have nothing important to tell you. BUT, everyone is either asleep or doing hw right now, sooo i am left with no choice (1:07 am is always such a crucial time for me). i suppose i can just tell you about my day.
so i played with Cristina today, it was good. we posed and took pictures. i will post some for you in a bit.
Umm, i've been really productive these last couple weeks (lots of things to do). i am just waiting for it to be next week so that i can take my finals and have lots of free time during the week. finals arent even the hard part...the working on presentations and papers are the hard part. but it will all be over soon.
And then on sunday i'm going to see Noise Ratchet and my baby! yay, there will be much happiness on Sunday.
Also, i'm going to go to my first Christian church service on Sunday. i've only gone to Bible studies, never actual services. i have to say that i'm excited. so sunday will be a good day. i already know what i'm wearing..and that alone says that i'm excited.
I'm not tired..OH...i know what i can do. the bf told me that i should read John1 because it was good. so i'll do that and THEN i'll go to sleep. wow, this will be the second day in a row that i will be in bed (trying to go to sleep) before 2am. something is not right. oh well. i guess i could be being productive right now and doing hw and what not, BUT i refuse. so i will go learn about God instead.
Apple computers are weird. (enough said).
sooo, goodbye Blog i will return later.

This is Jennifer showing everyone what a clean girl is supposed to look like. (what a freak, dont you think?) 

This is Jennifer showing everyone what i dirty girl i am. (i didnt put my stuff away when i got back from my house). (but it's good now, i cleaned it after i finished my hw). 

*Nowadays. i did not know that it was a word. like, i knew that people used it. but i never new that it was one word. i thought it would be spelt like "now-a-days". i dont know. maybe it's because i'm not an english major. must be.
*so, according to cristina i am suicidal. she says that i am just becuase i dont look both ways when i cross the street. and even when i do look both ways and i see a car...i still walk. i found it humorous.
*i also find it humorous that today on our way to go play pool we j-walked right in front of a police car. it was funny because we didnt realize that it was a police guy until we were halfway across the street. everyone does it too...who uses crosswalks? only losers use crosswalks. it's kinda hard to avoid police when you live next to a firestation and a police station. oh well.
*so i was in the bathroom brushing my teeth the other day and one of the girls from my floor goes "how many times a day do you brush your teeth?" i go "well, whenever i get bored or just when i feel like it. it was funny. i guess she sees me in there as often as i go. you cant blame me if i like to brush me teeth.
*i like late-night food runs. they are fun. jennifer likes to "expose" me to new places. so far i've had good experiences. tonight i went to The Hat...it was yum. we shared a chilie cheese fries dish (it was HUGE) and we shared a pina colada drink. both of the foods that we ate were first experiences for me. we had fun. then we wanted to go to the $3 but there werent any movies that were showing past 10:30 ...so we didnt go. then we came back to the room..depressed. and now we're back in the room watching The Simpsons. it is good. we are happy now.
*and my friend Ricky is going to come visit me next week. i'm excited. he is fun.
*i sign up for spring semester tomorrow morning at 7. i really hope that i get into that kickboxing class. my friend cristina works at Registrar and she signed up early and she's in it already. if not, mine and jennifer's choice is tennis.
*i vacuumed the room today and i locked myself out of the room too. it was great. i am a dork. that is the second time this semester that i locked myself out. eh, i'll get over it.