So, it's Christmas break. it's been pretty crazy these past few weeks, not bad crazy...just plain crazy. i saw Noise Ratchet's last show and it was awesome. i love those guys, i'm going to DEFINITELY miss ditching class to see them. but i'm sure that the new stuff will be great also.
i saw the boyfriend for the first time since august 19. it's crazy to think that i can actually take only seeing him twice a year. i'd like to call myself strong, but i break down. i feel like i'm starting to get picky. i dont know if i've always felt this way about him and i'm just now sharing it with him or if just recently i am noticing things. i dont know. i feel bad because it seems that i'm the only one that is sharing things. i know that i am not perfect and that there are things that i can improve on. or that there are things that i have said that have been hurtful. i just hope that he doesnt think that i Love him any less for sharing my feelings with him. becuase if i didnt Love him then i wouldnt be able to share with him what i am thinking. i would never want to hurt him. he is the only person that i know will always be there for me. the other night i was thinking about what it would be like if he broke up with me, and it drove me insane. i cant imagine what it would be like without him. i think i would just die..i cant imagine being with anyone else. no one can compare. he is my everything. i Love him a lot a lot a lot. (sigh). but despite the sharing of feelings, i have had a great time with the boyfriend. i have so much fun with him. when i am with him, there is nowhere or no one else i rather be with.
so i go back to the dorms in like a week, way exciting. i miss my room and my roommate.
christmas was full of family guy. i got every possible family guy item. yay.
i like the rain.