Life is good. I do not have anything to complain about. Yes, I there are things that I wish could be different, but I can handle it. Negative things in my life can only make me stronger, right? I know that I have my breakdowns sometimes, but I think that I’ve become a better person through all of it. I never knew that I could endure all of these problems that I am facing.
I’m so glad that I have friends that I can ask questions to. It is very difficult to change religions, not just because I have to drain all of my previous notions that I have grown up with, but because I have to oppose my family. I know that when I gather up the courage to inform my parents, it will be incredibly difficult for me. Especially since I am so sensitive. Whenever I try to express myself I cry. To me this appears as though I am weak, but this is just the way I am. Whether I am angry or sad, I tend to just cry. And until I tell my parents I will really know how strong I am. But until then and throughout my life I will know that I am following the correct path.
I am still very happy with my life. i could not ask for anything more. i thank God for everything that i've had, have and will have.