Friends

Sooo, i'm excited for saturday. jennifer and i are going to go to the California Science Center after we go to our friends wedding. it'll be fun. we're going to get pretty for the wedding and then we'll be normal for when we go play. so the museum should be good...we're going to see this exhibit on the human body. they have human corps' displayed and they're like cut up to show muscles and veins and bones and different body parts. when i first heard about it i wanted to vomit..but after i got over that i was like, "this is cool"...and so i told jennifer and now we're going. yay! i like playing with her. one minute we'll be talking about serious stuff and the next we're just being silly girls. it's fun. that's the type of relationships that i like. fun fun. i like living at school. i'm still not completely detached from my house becuase they still make me go home on the weekends, but that's good enough for me compared to how it used to be. and i dont know that caused my parents to become more lenient towards me (letting me be out later and not really ask where i was going and pretty much letting me go out everyday this past summer) but i am so glad. it kinda happed over night too. becuase i never brought it up to them...it just happened. good. i'm just grateful that it happened. (sigh) now if only they could be cool about everything. oh man, one day i'm just going to die because of all of this pressure. i know that i'm just going to die the day that i get the courage to tell my parents about what i've been doing on wednesdays for the past couple months (going to a NON-catholic bible study). yup, i'm just going to drop dead. and then hearing about other people and how they were kicked out of their house for becoming another religion, scares the crap out of me more. soo, yeah. and then the stress of not knowing where i'm going to live when i graduate. if i'm going to teach in california or some other random state. i'm the type of person that needs to know things. i need to know times, dates, exactly what's going to happen. i dont like not knowing..especially when it involves me. Ahhhh. yeah. and i'm sure if i think harder i'll find more things to stress about. how wonderful. sooo, i'm going to go do something mean to jennifer (she's asleep). bye.