Thankful

Sometimes i feel that i should be doing more with my life. i go to class...work...community service and homework when i have it. other than that...my day is pretty empty.i spend my time doing nothing on the internet and talking with the girls.this has brought me to realized that i dont really have any hobbies. i mean, i used to LOVE to read...i would read forever..i'd stay up reading..and now...i dont even get those urges that i used to. i dont know why they stopped or why why wont begin again..it makes me sad...i miss that feeling of not being able to wait until the next time to read would be. and i miss having my family calling at me to go eat dinner and me just wanting to read just one more chapter. (sigh)...i dont know... i dont know. and everyone seems to be so busy with school right now that it makes me feel as if i dont deserve to have it this good. people have so many problems going on in their lives right now and school just adds to the stress. and i feel so bad becuase i dont have school or life related stress. i want to just take peoples' stress away and take some of it for myself, but i know i cant do that and it depresses me. i wish i could make everyones' problems go away becuase no one deserves what is going on in their lives. i just dont understand why God is so good to me. but i'm forever grateful.